It is hard to believe that a year has
already passed. I can vividly remember the end of the first 9 weeks
and feeling overwhelmed that I would have to go through the same
process three more times before the year was completed. Despite
having moments where it seemed the bell could not come soon enough,
the year as a whole has gone by extremely fast. What follows are my
reflections on my first year of teaching. I am sure that these
thoughts will deserve a thorough revision once I have completed a
second year of teaching and have the luxury of being able to compare
my first year experiences with those of a second year that I will
undoubtedly be more prepared for; however, I think reflecting at this
moment represents a raw view of what my first year held.
I will begin by saying that I have
absolutely fallen in love with everyone of my students. Such a
profession of admiration is something that I only came to be able to
profess in the second half of the first year. My first two 9 weeks
of teaching were filled with a level of bitterness at many of my
students. I was angry that they made teaching so difficult. I was
angry that they did not appreciate the work I put in for their
benefit. I was angry at not all of my students but enough that it
showed. My students could tell that I did not look forward to work,
and, consequently, they did not look forward to working with me.
Over the Winter break, I made a
commitment to changing my attitude about teaching. I did this not so
much for the sake of the children as for my own benefit. I realized
that yelling was not changing the behavior of the students and was
only leaving me worn out, so I stopped. I realized that enough fake
smiling could actually lead to real reasons to smile. I changed my
attitudes, and, in doing so, changed the atmosphere of my classroom.
As I became more relaxed so did my students, and the working
environment became one of enjoyment.
Many of my students still struggle with
severe behavior and motivational issues, and while I still detest
their ill behavior, I have found a way to care for and love them as a
person. The year has ended with me looking forward to seeing each
and everyone of my students in the morning even if I don't look
forward to dealing with their behavior. I told a veteran teacher
that as much as I am looking forward to the summer break I already
know that I will miss seeing my students everyday. She
misinterpreted this as sarcasm and merely laughed.
A change in attitude was the first step
in bettering my classroom. The second step was a change in teaching
style. This year saw me improve vastly on organization and
accountability in my classroom. I began the year by taking up Do
Nows at the start of class. Within one week, I was flooded with
ungraded and unorganized papers and decided a new approach was
necessary. I began visually checking Do Nows during the start of
class and marking a grade in my grade book. My students quickly
learned that all that was necessary was to scribble something on a
piece of paper so that I was given the appearance of some effort. As
a result, the Do Nows were rarely taken seriously and my students
were rarely focused at the start of class.
In the last two weeks of school, I
found a solution to these problems. I began setting a timer. As
soon as the bell rings, students have four minutes to complete the Do
Now. The timer is visible at the front of the classroom. At the end
of the four minutes, the Do Now is collected and placed in a folder
labeled with the assignment name. I generally have the Do Now graded
by the end of the period and entered in the grade book by the end of
the day.
I have adopted this procedure not only
with the Do Now but with all in class assignments as well. The
result has been tremendous. Students are now silent at the start of
class, focused when I begin the lesson, and completing their work
with a level of accuracy that was unmatched earlier in the year. By
far, the last two weeks of this year have witnessed my best teaching
of the year. I am able to help individual students during in class
assignments because the other students are working and quiet. In
the last two weeks, I have not had to advance past a verbal warning
in my consequence ladder. This is how my class should have been all
year.
As I prepare for my second year of
teaching, I feel that I have a clear idea of the way in which my
classroom should operate. The methods that I have utilized in these
last two weeks of my first year should provide a foundation for the
entirety of the coming year. If I can maintain this level of
structure and proper behavior in my classroom then I believe the
biggest focus for the coming year will be on the improvement of the
actual lessons. I recognize that I need to utilize more laboratory
and hands on activities for my students. While my first year did see
us shoot rockets, complete three dissections, build a catapult, and
use acids and bases, I know that there is room for improvement and
increased interactivity.
I have enjoyed year number one and am
excited to see what year number two holds.
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